BLLLLLLeeeeeeeeeeeHHHHHHHHH

It's been a while since I last posted. Quite a few happenings have gone on since last post.

1) Matt was asked to resign from the church we were at. It has been a very difficult transition time for us. We formally resigned last Sunday, and as soon as church was over we booked it to his parents' house in Forrest City. We got to go to his dad's church (he is a pastor as well) and they had a gospel group there. When the invitation was called Brad had us come down to pray with him, and then the congregation came to pray for all of us. After the hurt we had suffered, this was exactly the type of loving and healing we both needed.

Monday we went to the ABSC building and talked to lots of very helpful people about finding new churches.

2) I ended up being VERY sick. I have ear infections that are causing problems in my respiratory system. Yay for being horribly sick. With that said, I have done absolutely NO exercising and have cared less how my better life gets along.

I went through a rough period of not being able/ wanting to pray or have any communication with Papa. All of the "excitement" recently has left me so emotionally and physically wiped out that I have not even had time to function. I am actually wanting to go back to work and exercising (even if that means I have to start doing abs).

I believe I am just ready for this next week to end. Thus the title of this post:
BLLLLLLeeeeeeeeeeeHHHHHHHHH